what the heck is wrong with me??
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
ive been such an asshole for a long time now,
and i dont know why.
maybe its just an illusion? well, no, it isnt.
anggulo lhat! sobra. i was expecting a good summer,
but it turned out worse, as in,
" worse summer ever "
di ko alam kung anu nararamdaman ko eh.
im torn between two choices.
one who might care, and one who cared ( past )
everything is going well for the one who might care,
were getting know each other more.
on the other hand, the past seems to haunt me back.
thought i was over it pero ndi talaga eh.
every where i look, reminiscing happens.
wew. and songs make me remember more.
pero gnun talaga, lilipas din to!
yah, masakit, pero,
KELANGAN EH.
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expect the unexpected
Monday, March 29, 2010
sometimes, people would let you experience things that really hurt u.
well, ive prepared for this.
its my fault that ive expected to much.
expected the things that wouldnt happen eventually.
but here i am now, still wondering how all of this happened in just short time.
wondering how i could rise from this.
but my only wrong is,
i was being selfish.
i was making only myself happy, not thinking bout yours.
and im sorry for that.
i should have expected the unexpected.
that ill be left alone here.
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i was just trying to help
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
at least try man lng to appreciate dba?
ako pa ngayun ang lumalabas na masama
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ur happiness, my sacrifice...
Friday, February 19, 2010
pag masaya ka, masaya din ako.
before you go, i want to spend these last hours to thank you for all the time you offered me.
thank you for the every single love that you gave me.
the care, the pain, everything.
nkakatama na tlaga ung kantang,"before i let you go",
"before i let you go, i want to say that i love you"
yan, tine, yan ang gusto ko tndaan mo. khit ndi mo na ako mhal,
mahal na mahal parin kita
i-value mo lhat ng past nten,para kung may iba ka na,pagbasihan mo dun ang wrong and rights na maari mong mgawa.
i-value mo lhat ng significant events natin
i-value mo ang love ko para sau
i-value mo ang mga nging sacrifices ko para sau
i want you to know how much i will miss you but, i dont know how
"ill miss your smile, ill miss your kiss", but actually, ill miss everything
Christine, umaasa ako na someday, makakasama kita ulet.
i want you to keep a piece of my heart with you, everywhere you go
my love for you would be my remembrance for you
Christine, my friend, sana sa pagbalik mo dun, maging masaya ka.
id be so happy for you. i love you.
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i too am confused....
Saturday, January 16, 2010
everyday seems to help me recover....
but what the heck, everyday made me more confused!
i dunno whats wrong with me nor what's going on....
i don't know if i should force myself to be with her or,
to provide her the space she wanted.
"if you love her,set her free", I've always wanted to follow that....
but it seems to be very hard to avoid her, though it hurts
I've wiped a million tears but still a million tears wipe me away.
i know that i still love her but i don't know how much that love is.
i don't know if she would wait but i know that i would.
well, nobody knows if we're even meant to be....
but seriously....i don't know if she still loves the so-called "Paolo Bueno"
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after four years,four months,four days,blahdiblahdiblah......
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
at last....
nabuhay rin ang blog ko![tamad kc eh!]
anyways,this past few months,marami na ring ngyari....
joy,despair.chaos,then more joy.....
d rin nmn ata ako nwwlan ng saya eh!
but,there's one thing i've learned in my rest[parang nmatay eh!],
HOPE....
there's always hope,d nwwla yan
and i've set my own steps for reaching the so-called,"hope"....
- the most important thing, PRAY.God wont give you a problem kung ndi mo kkyanin.then,believe that you can pass through it.
- THINK POSITIVE. like i've said,believe that you can do it. never think about the negative consequences coz they will hold you down from trying.
- RELAX.take things easily, dont panic,chill.think that it will all be over soon!
LEARN TO OPEN YOUR MIND FOR HELPERS. ask help from others,they might give a huge contribution in terminating problem!
at ayan na po ang mga turo ko....[pede na mging pari!]
at ako po ay muling mamamtay d2 sa blogger[period]
la na akong maitype,just dropping by to say iloveyouChristine!
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i wont say goodbye
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
i never want her to leave my side...
i never want her to go...
i never want her to slip off of my arms...
and especially, i never,never want her to change this:
i will also never change my love for her....
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